*~*Keep Me Safe by Maya Banks Blog Tour – Author Interview, Excerpt & Giveaway*~*

Genre:   Contemporary Romance

A sizzling story of a woman who risks her life and her heart to find a wealthy man’s missing sister—the first novel in a sexy new romantic suspense series from #1 New York Times bestselling author Maya Banks

When Caleb Devereaux’s younger sister is kidnapped, this scion of a powerful and wealthy family turns to an unlikely source for help: a beautiful and sensitive woman with a gift for finding answers others cannot.

While Ramie can connect to victims and locate them by feeling their pain, her ability comes with a price. Every time she uses it, it costs her a piece of herself. Helping the infuriatingly attractive and impatient Caleb successfully find his sister nearly destroys her. Even though his sexual intensity draws her like a magnet, she needs to get as far away from him as she can.

Deeply remorseful for the pain he’s caused, Caleb is determined to make things right. But just when he thinks Ramie’s vanished forever, she reappears. She’s in trouble and she needs his help. Now, Caleb will do risk everything to protect her—including his heart. . . .

Describe Ramie in one sentence.

Ramie is a fragile, vulnerable woman at her absolute breaking point, however she possesses a will of iron and overcomes horrific tragedy to triumph in the end.

Describe Caleb in one sentence.

Caleb is passionate, intense, extremely focused and absolutely determined to keep the people he loves safe.

Favorite and least favorite scene to write in Keep Me Safe?

After waiting so very long to be able to FINALLY write a story that’s lived in my mind for YEARS, I can honestly say there WERE no “least favorite” scenes to write. I loved writing every single word and scene of Keep Me Safe, which isn’t something I can always say about my books.

What’s your guilty pleasure?

I absolutely refuse to feel guilt over anything I enjoy or find pleasurable!

If you weren’t an author what would you be doing right now?

I shudder to even contemplate. I know I’d be doing SOMETHING. I’m an intelligent, driven woman, but I’m also a total rebel and have issues with authority figures AND “schedules.” A nine to five job would drive me INSANE. I LOVE working for myself, and as I often say, I get paid to MAKE UP shit! What’s not to LOVE about my job! 🙂

What do you consider your greatest achievement?

My children, absolutely, and the sweet, respectful young men and woman they’ve turned into. Of anything I ever do in my life, they will always have my heart as the “best thing” I ever did.

If you could meet anyone, dead or alive, who would it be and why?

God 🙂

What is your go to snack food when writing?

It varies and I tend to get “stuck” on something for long periods of time before moving to something else I get stuck on. Currently my addiction is Mini Babybel cheese wheels.

If you could sit down face to face with any of your characters, who would you choose and why?

Does the Kelly family constitute “a” character? 🙂

What are the top 3 things on your bucket list?

Hmm I really need to update my bucket list because I’ve met my “former” bucket list requirements. I do know heading up a new and updated list is that I want desperately to go view the Northern Lights. Oh! And this is a LONG time “wish” of mine and I have NO idea WHY I haven’t done it yet. It just never seems to be the “right” time in the very narrow window of time each year. I want to see the Aspens in color in Colorado. I ADORE Colorado and I LOVE Aspens at ANY time of the year but I want to see them in brilliant gold, shimmering, and so vibrant that they hurt your eyes.

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?

It’s a toss up between the Paris/Dover area of Tennessee where I used to live. (God, I loved living there) and in a gorgeous mountain cabin in the Rocky Mountains in Colorado.

Favorite Word and Least Favorite Word?

Fave word: Fuck or any variation thereof (as an exclamation/swear word, NOT an act of sex)

LEAST fave word: Cunt (*shudder* I literally CRINGE when I read or hear this word. I don’t know why but I just find it so crass and abrasive)

Biggest fear?

Death/dying

Deepest regret?

I have absolute none because everything I’ve done in my life has brought me to where I am right NOW and I’m HAPPY right now.

Favorite memory?

Births of my children.

Worst flaw?

I’m impatient

Most annoying pet peeve?

People who ignore or don’t respond to emails, texts or phone calls.

If you could change one thing about yourself…what would it be?

I wouldn’t procrastinate so much

Either/Or Questions:

Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla

Caleb or Ramie?

They’re a package deal so there’s no way to separate them

Warm or Cold?

Cold

Early Bird or Night Owl?

Night owl

Pain or Pleasure?

Who the hell would choose pain??

Outdoor or Indoor?

Depends on the weather

Blondes or Brunettes?

Don’t care about hair color. I’m more interested in the heart of someone

Ketchup or Mustard?

Gross

Coffee or Cocktail?

Gross X 2

Texting or Calling?

I find calling much shorter, less time consuming and more efficient. However I HATE talking on the phone, so I make it quick.

Chapter 1

 

            Caleb Devereaux turned out of the sharp switchback and onto the driveway leading up to the tiny mountain cabin, swearing when he hit pothole after pothole. Fury and impatience simmered in his blood but the anticipation of having finally found Ramie St. Claire after an exhaustive search kept his mood from being completely black.

            Ramie was his sister, Tori’s, only hope.

            The moment Tori was kidnapped, Caleb had begun his search for Ramie St. Claire. She certainly wasn’t the first person on most people’s go-to list when looking for a loved one. Ramie was psychic and had been helpful in locating victims in the past. While many would be skeptical, Caleb absolutely believed in Ramie’s abilities.

            His own sister had psychic abilities.

            He and his brothers, Beau and Quinn, had always been extremely overprotective of their baby sister. With good reason. Caleb was the head of a veritable empire. Security was always top priority. They’d always feared kidnapping for ransom, but in their worst nightmares they’d never imagined that Tori would simply disappear and be at the mercy of a madman.

            There’d been no ransom demand. Simply a video of Tori bound hand and foot and the maniacal laughter of her captor as he told Caleb to kiss his sister goodbye.

            He just prayed he wasn’t too late. God, don’t let it be too late for Tori.

            It infuriated him that Ramie St. Claire had simply dropped off the map three months ago. No trace of her, no forwarding address. No evidence that she even existed. How could she simply disappear when she was such an invaluable aid in finding kidnap victims and missing persons? How selfish of her to simply refuse, by her actions, to help anyone?

            He’d worked himself into a rage by the time he finally pulled up to the small cabin that looked as though it wouldn’t weather the upcoming winter at all. He wasn’t even certain there would be electricity. Only a person determined not to be found would live in a place like this.

            He got out and strode to the ramshackle front door, his fist up and pounding. The door shook and rattled under the force of his knock. Only silence greeted him and it sent his blood pressure soaring.

            “Miss St. Claire!” he roared. “Answer the goddamn door!”

            He beat on the door again, shouting again for her to answer. He likely looked and sounded like the madman holding his sister, but at this point he didn’t care. He was beyond desperation. It had taken every resource available to him to finally track Ramie down. No way in hell he was leaving until he’d gotten the information he’d come for.

            Then the door swung open and he was greeted by the sight of a petite woman with wary, gray eyes. He was momentarily taken aback, going silent as he stared at Ramie St. Claire for the first time in person.

            The photos he’d seen of her didn’t do her justice. There was a delicate air to her as though she were recovering from an illness, but it in no way detracted from her beauty. She looked…fragile. He felt a brief moment of guilt for what he was about to ask her to do, but he brushed it away. There was no price too high to pay for his sister’s life.

            “I can’t help you.”

            Her softly spoken words slid like velvet over his ears, a direct contrast from the anger her refusal caused. He hadn’t even made his request yet and she was already giving him the brush-off.

            “You don’t even know what it is I want,” he said in an icy tone that would wither most people.

            “It’s rather obvious,” she said wearily, fatigue drooping her eyelids. “Why else would you come all this way? I don’t even want to know how you found me. It’s obvious I did a piss poor job of covering my tracks if you managed to find me here.”

            Caleb frowned. Had she been ill? Was that why she’d dropped out of sight so she could recover? It didn’t matter why now that he’d found her. He didn’t care what her reasons were.

            “With your abilities why would you purposely make yourself difficult to find?” he demanded. “My sister’s life is at stake here, Miss St. Claire. I’m not merely asking you to help me. I’m not leaving until you do.”

            She shook her head adamantly, fear chasing the lethargy from her eyes. “I can’t.”

            There was quiet desperation to her words that told him there was more to her refusal than what appeared on the surface. Something was wrong and yet he couldn’t summon any regret for forcing her compliance. Not when Tori’s life hung in the balance.

            He reached inside his jacket and pulled out Tori’s scarf. The one item they’d found at the sight where she must have been taken. In the parking lot of a grocery store beside the open door of her car. He should have never let her go alone. He’d failed her. Failed to protect her. Failed to ensure proper security.

            Ramie immediately backed away, a desperate cry on her lips. He shoved forward, forcing the scarf into her hands and holding her and the scarf so there was no escape. She emitted a broken sob and she looked up at him, stricken, her face going unnaturally pale. Her pupils flared and then clouded, pain and devastation clearly outlined on her features.

            “No,” she whispered. “Not again. Oh God, not again. I won’t survive it.”

            Her knees buckled and she would have gone down, but he caught her, ensuring the scarf never lost contact with her hands. He watched in horror as Ramie’s body sagged, slipping from his grasp despite his best effort to support her weight. She was simply lifeless, as limp as a rag doll. He quickly followed her down to the floor, determined that she not lose her grip on Tori’s scarf. But it didn’t seem to matter now. Ramie was somewhere else.

            Her eyes glazed over and her body began to twitch spasmodically. She curled into a fetal position, the fragility of such a self-protective measure gutting him. She moaned softly and then began to weep.

            “Please don’t hurt me again. Please, I’m begging you. I can’t take any more. If you’re going to kill me, just do it. Quit torturing me.”

            Chill bumps spread rapidly up Caleb’s nape as Ramie’s voice, which sounded nearly identical to Tori’s, filled his ears. Dear God, was he witnessing what was happening to his sister through Ramie?

            The scene Ramie was painting was horrifying. Not only for the fact that his sister was even now enduring the absolute worse. But from all appearances, Ramie was suffering with her.

            He’d certainly done his research on Ramie St. Claire’s abilities but there was little information beyond her astonishing success record. No mention of how she managed to help victims or what it did to her. God help them all. What had he done?

            Her body jerked and it took only a moment for Caleb to realize what was happening. It was too unmistakable. Bile rose in his throat and he had to suck in steadying breaths to keep from heaving the contents of his stomach on the floor. Tears burned his eyelids as he helplessly watched his sister being raped through the window of Ramie’s awareness.

            Ramie’s weeping tore at his heart and he gathered her into his arms, not knowing what else to do but rock her gently. “Tori?” He whispered his sister’s name experimentally, not knowing if a link had been established through Ramie. “Can you hear me? It’s Caleb. Tell me where you are, honey. I’ll come for you. Hold on please. Don’t give up, no matter how bad it is.”

            Ramie’s head jerked sideways and the imprint of a hand immediately appeared on her cheek. Caleb was horrified, unsure of what to do now that he’d crossed a line he couldn’t come back from. He tried to push back his guilt, telling himself that anything that helped him recover his sister was worth it. But was torturing an innocent woman worth it?

            He hadn’t given her a choice. She’d told him no and yet he’d forced this on her not knowing the heavy toll it would take. He had no idea how her powers worked and now that he did he was sick to his soul. No wonder she’d been so resistant. No wonder she’d told him she couldn’t do it anymore.

            “Ramie. Ramie!” he said in a more forceful voice. “Come back to me, Ramie. Come back so you can tell me how to find her.”

            Ramie’s eyes were opened but so distant that he knew she wasn’t here. The imprint of the hand on her face was bright and vivid, red against deathly white skin. There was a look of such defeat and despair in her eyes that once again he found himself battling tears.

            Suddenly she hunched inward, her entire body jolting as though absorbing a blow. She wrapped her arms around her stomach and he realized that she’d been kicked. Or rather Tori had been kicked. It was a horrific, helpless feeling to know that two women were being victimized, one because of him.

            Then she simply rolled away, her cheek lying against the cold floor, her eyes fixed and vacant. She was completely still and terror gripped him. Was Tori dead? Oh dear God! Had he just witnessed his sister’s murder?

            “Ramie! Wake up! God, please wake up. Tell me how to find her. Tell me that she’s still alive!”

            He picked Ramie’s slight weight up, swearing because she was so thin and fragile, weighing nothing in his arms. He carried her to the worn sofa and carefully laid her down, not wanting to hurt her any more than she’d already been hurt.

            He sat on the edge, gathering her icy hands in his, rubbing, trying to infuse warmth. He had no idea what to do. Should he take her to a hospital?

            Then after several long moments, she blinked and seemed to come out of her trance. Pain immediately swamped her features and she began to silently weep again, each tear cutting him to ribbons.

            “Is she still alive?” he asked anxiously. “Do you know how to find her?”

            “Yes,” Ramie said dully.

            Hope surged in his heart and he found himself nearly crushing her hands in his.

            “Tell me where,” he urged.

            Slowly and painfully she whispered the location down to the minutest detail. Chills once again slithered up his spine at the precision in which she described not only the location but the kidnapper. She even provided a license plate number.

            He picked up his phone and immediately called his brother, relaying the information that Ramie had provided. When he was done, he stared helplessly down at Ramie, grateful and yet deeply regretful for what he’d just subjected her to.

            “What do I need to do to help you?” he asked softly.

            Resignation dulled her eyes even further. “There’s nothing you can do,” she said in a flat voice. “Just go.”

            “The hell I’ll just leave you here!”

            He was already calculating in his head that he could simply bring her with him. He could get her the care she so obviously needed at the same time Tori was receiving what she needed.

            “Your sister needs you. Just go. I’ll be fine.”

            The lie was so obvious, but it seemed to be all she could muster. He was torn between rushing to be with Tori and staying to ensure Ramie would be all right. But how could she be? Two women would live with this for the rest of their lives. His precious sister and the woman he’d forced to help him never knowing the price she’d pay.

            “Please,” she begged, her voice breaking. “Just go and leave me be. I gave you what you wanted. I helped you, now go. It’s the least you can do.”

            Caleb stood, wiping a hand over his hair and down the back of his neck in agitation. “I’ll go, but I’m coming back, Ramie. I’m going to make this up to you.”

            “You can never take this back,” she whispered. “There’s no making up for what’s been done. Just go and take care of your sister. She needs you.”

            She closed her eyes, tears seeping from her eyelids. How could he just leave her like she asked? And yet how could he not go and ensure that his sister was safely recovered? He’d never felt so torn in his life.

            “If you have any humanity whatsoever, you’ll leave and never tell anyone where you found me,” Ramie said hoarsely. “Please, I’m begging you. Just go. He plans to kill her tomorrow. At dawn. You don’t have much time.”

            Her words proved to be the impetus, driving him to action. But goddamn it, he would make this up to her. Somehow, someway.

            Regret swamped him. Worse was the fact that even knowing now what he hadn’t known before, he couldn’t say he would have done anything differently. Not when it meant the difference between Tori’s life and death. But at least now he better understood Ramie’s resistance. No longer did he look at her and think she was selfish and cruel. Now he realized her disappearance had been self-preservation. He didn’t know she’d survived this in the past. He just prayed he wasn’t the tipping point in pushing her so far over the edge she’d never recover.

Caleb closed his eyes and then gently touched her cheek. “I’m so sorry. You’ll never know how much. My family and I owe you more than I can ever repay. I’ll go for now and pray to God I’m not too late. But I’m coming back, Ramie. Count on it. I’ll make this up to you if it’s the very last thing I do.”