*~*Love Note: Nathan to Brielle – Torrid Affair by Callie Anderson*~*

 I’m fucked.

The life I have lived for the past ten years is built solely on lies and secrets.

But I can’t help myself.

I’m in love with two different men. And one of them is my brother-in-law.

He’s my drug. My fire. My addiction.

But he’s married to my best friend. And I’m married to my husband.

I’m not ashamed. I have no guilt.

None.

I’m not fucked. I’m a fucked up person.

This is the story of how I ruined my life.

And the life of the one I loved most.

Brielle,

My love. My future wife. Never in a million years would I want to spend my life with anyone else. We’ve been through hell and back, to get where we are today. You are the fire that burns inside of me. The flame to my soul. Waking up next to you every day and saying goodnight to you every night is what I live for. I love you with all that I am, and I will continue to love you for the rest my life.

With all my love,

Nathan