Shame. Panic. Desire. Dominance. Disgust.
All feelings that I was familiar with from the age of sixteen. That’s when I met Ana. The girl next door who became so much more. Until her, I was alone in the dark desires that I didn’t understand, that I couldn’t reconcile.
My best friend, she accepted me. Helped me see that there was no shame in the things that we both craved. Her submission was a drug, my dominance over her a high that I’d never experienced. When we were together, I was at peace for the first time in my life.
But it was too good to last. Our own guilt over our feelings, of our appetite for pain and pleasure, destroyed us.
I was convinced that all I needed was a chance, just one more chance to overcome my shame, and Ana would be able to trust me again.
If only it were that easy.
*WARNING: This book is an erotic romance and does contain consensual sexual situations between characters under eighteen that include submission and domination.
It took Kevin and Ana ten years to find their happily ever after, and they can’t wait to claim each other as husband and wife.
But when one thing after the next goes wrong, they begin to wonder if they’ll ever get to say their ‘I do’s’.
As Ana starts to crumble under the stress, Kevin knows that he needs a plan. Her submission calms her, his control centers them both, and speeding up their path to matrimony seems to be the best course of action.
That is, if they can make it to the altar.
Oh goodness…Kevin knows how to make a girl swoon!
Keep reading to see the full Love Note!
My dearest Ana,
Remember all the times we walked away—well, all the times you walked away. Remember how much we hurt before we finally found each other when the time was right. I’ll never forget the way I ached for you.
I’ll never forget because it makes each night I have you in my arms all the sweeter. I would go through every hurt if it meant I got to spend the rest of my Valentine’s Days loving you. I’d do it all over again if it meant I could write a corny letter to you, letting you know how much I care. I can’t wait until you wake up. You’ll find this note on your pillow and you’ll roll your eyes, but deep down you’ll love it. Which is why I’m taking the time to write you this. Because I love the way you roll your eyes. Don’t worry, I’ll bend you over and spank you later for it.
Just thinking about it makes me smile more than I thought I could. Each day, I wake up and think “this is the best I’ll feel. It doesn’t get any better.” Yet here we are, another morning I feel better than I did yesterday.
I know we’ve had up and downs. I know there have been nights you’ve turned your back on me, yet by morning your curled into my side and I’m back to smiling with you in my arms.
I’m one lucky son of a bitch.
Thank you for loving me, Anabelle. Even when it was hard. Even when I didn’t deserve it. Even when it was scary. Thank you for standing by my side and facing the world with me. Thank you for being brave and letting me love you in our own unique way.
Now, I know your curled up in bed reading this, but if you look to the nightstand there are a pair of nipple clamps. Don’t put them on. Bring them to me in the living room and come spend another Valentine’s Day with me. Let me hurt and worship your body.
Don’t make me wait. You’re already getting spanked for the eye roll, we wouldn’t want to add more.
I love you,
Kevin
I never imagined I would ever write a book. I wasn’t even really a reader until the age of twenty. But I picked up a romance and that was it for me. I fell in love. And then one day I stepped into this indie world of books and I started writing. Then I wrote enough to keep going. And then I had a book. Sometimes things happen when you least expect it, but it all falls into place. Writing is it for me.
I’m a stay at home mom with a degree in chemistry and biology. I LOVE science. If you get me started talking about biochemistry, it’s all over. I’ll rattle on for days! But I use all that knowledge to take care of my two little girls. Mostly while my husband is away being a soldier.
It’s taken me a long time to get here, but I like it … And I think I might stay a while.
